So I haven’t written in a while and every week that passes by and I don’t post I start to beat myself up. The thing is though that I don’t want to post just to post. I want to post real raw content about what I’m going through. I just haven’t been inspired. I’ve started posts and then deleted everything I write. I think I have a good idea for a post and then find that I don’t really have anything to say at the moment on it. It gets very frustrating and I get very defeated. That then leads into thoughts like “Should I even be writing?” “Should I just stop my blog all together?”
The thing is I love writing and I love doing this blog but sometimes I put way too much pressure on myself to make it the perfect money making blog, which then goes against the whole reason I started it in the first place. I recently came to the conclusion that I will probably never get there and that’s totally okay. I’m going to keep blogging the way I like. When I have something to say I’ll write about it and if I don’t have something to say I won’t post just because I feel like I have to. Things have been going okay for me lately and I’ve been working on starting a business with my dad. Maybe that’s why I don’t feel like I have anything to say? Because things aren’t completely falling apart. Who knows! Anyways all this to say, I’m still here and I’m still fighting. I promised to always be truthful and the truth right now is that I’m feeling pretty uninspired on things to say. I know it’s temporary and I know I’ll be back. Thanks for sticking around in the mean time.
Until next time. <3